I still feel like I’m in limbo at the moment. I am blocking out all my feelings and emotions and concentrating what little energy i have left into finding a new house and building the website. If i give myself too much time to think, the feelings creep back in and a whole day of thought can be occupied based around the power others have to hurt you, my obsessions, my current lack of medical treatment and the constant fear of being alone.
I need comfort and stability back. Everything seems completely on hold and there are people missing from my life that i need back to feel ‘normal’ again.
I don’t have much to say other than this. Everything is in a box at the back of my mind and i won’t be opening it again for a while.
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